Posts tagged baby.

Children…

Seriously, I never thought I would love something so much so quickly. My mom says it comes naturally to some, that motherhood is easy for some. Here’s to hoping that things come some what easy to me…

Currently I’m doubting that, I fed him waaaay to much food and hes now peeing like a race horse, as the saying goes. So I’ve had to change him 3 times in the last 3 hours. I’m also afraid to feed him again… because honestly I have no idea how much he’ll actually eat!

The whole letting him sleep next to me thing is kinda freaking me out, simply because hes either so damn quiet that I freak out in thinking that he’s not breathing, or that he is making noise and I’m afraid he’s in pain or something. I had a mini-freak out on day 1. He aspirated on the old formula, full on stopped breathing for a few seconds. I started crying after word, and called my mom. She just calmed me down and came down here to relax me. But so far, that’s the only freak out that I’ve had…

I get to go home tomorrow, which is nice. But I have no idea what I’m gonna do once I’m home… I mean I can’t really go anywhere till hes about a week old…

Problems in my last 4 weeks of pregnancy

so I went to my drs app today and the last few days Ive been itching like mad, thinking it was just plain normal or maybe PUPP. Turns out I could have cholestasis.  which is basically a condition in which the flow of bile from the liver is blocked. I only have one of the symptoms, but if I do have it that means that my son is gonna be born in less then 2 weeks. I really dont think I have it, I only have on of the symptoms but knowing my luck i probably have it… blah…

that is all <3